Saturday, June 27, 2009
Feeling emo now, so I’m gonna do a post.
The euphoria I felt after watching Friends is wearing off…
Now I’m listening to old, emo songs…
Now I have no friends to talk to (they are offline and school hasn’t started…).
For the first time, I am actually wishing that school has started. I won’t have to wait long -__-
Anyway, I’ve been thinking.
Mostly about random stuff.
But also about some serious shit.
Something that someone said at debate training (I can’t remember who) is bothering me.
So I’m going to use this post to reflect on that.
Bear with me; I know that my life story is not particularly entertaining…
This is how that conversation went.
Yew Loong: Btw, Tiffany was at IMUN.
Me: OMFG! OMFG! WTH didn’t I go???
*Someone: I thought you said you were over her?
*Yew Loong: If he were, would he have reacted so strongly?
*The stuff in bold is what’s troubling me.
Okay. I thought that I had settled this a very long time ago, believe me.
Apparently, as that little conversation has very obviously shown, pretty much nothing has changed -__-
That also reminded me that it’s been almost a year to the day since I met Tiffany.
And if I still haven’t gotten over this, then I have a SERIOUS PROBLEM…
I don’t need you to tell me that.
Hiax, so how now?
What to do?
I’m thinking,
And thinking,
And I have no clue whatsoever…
Give me some suggestions.
But then again…
Maybe I’m not meant to get over her…
First love always hurts; the Romans called it “tarantula's bite”. Why? It hurts like hell, but it doesn’t kill you. You know what they say, “what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”…
I actually have the date I met her marked in my calendar. You can check my phone if you don’t believe me. –Laugh-
All the girls I’ve had a crush on A.T (After Tiffany) have looked remarkably like her.
At this point, if you think I have a problem, I would probably agree with you.
Okay, I’ve gotten what I wanted to say off my chest and I feel A LOT better. Sorry for the rambling.
I may take this post down in a bit; it’s kinda personal and sensitive. Or I may not. It depends on YOUR reactions. So be a man, do the right thing. Don’t spam my tag box with ridiculous comments.
Also, this is the closest that you will ever come to getting me to reveal what I am really thinking inside. Make what you will off it. And if you are wondering why I posted this, I’m not really one to hide anything (unless the secret is not mine to divulge). I posted this to get it off my chest. It’s been eating at me forever…
I might, MIGHT post a picture of Tiffany. I dunno…
But in conclusion, I just want to say it’s been a really enriching experience. I’ve grown up a lot since this incident. Hah, I feel so much better now after getting this off my chest.
Gonna end with the lyrics of a song I’ve been listening to.
They say that all good things must end
Loves comes and goes just like the wind
You've got your dreams to follow
But if I had the chance tomorrow
You know I'd do it all again
I wouldn't have missed it for the world
Wouldn't have missed loving you girl
You've made my whole life worth while, with your smile
I wouldn't trade one memory
Cause you mean too much to me
Even though I lost you girl
I wouldn't have missed it for the world
This has been a VERY long and emo post, so if you’ve even bothered to read until here, thanks.
I hope you know me better as a result of this post! ;)
Ciao!
P.S What’s in this blog stays in this blog please. Don’t start spamming me in school about this.
P.S.S Thanks.
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