Thursday, October 1, 2009
EMO...
Hey people.
Kinda sad now…
I feel like a loser. A complete and utter failure in life.
I try to be optimistic, but there’s only so much one can do to keep smiling when it hurts so much…
I’m not sure if I’m incompetent, or my reserved personality is to blame, but…
I think it’s both to be honest…
I have great ambitions, but ambition without talent is useless.
I try to make up for my lack of talent with sheer hard work, but hard work can only take you so far…
Especially if you don’t really know what you’re supposed to be doing.
Then if you try to have initiative and help out, you end up being snubbed.
I feel like CYY…
I don’t want to emo, but EOY is really killing me…
My will is flagging and in shreds.
This is the hardest I have ever worked for almost anything, but it seems my best still isn’t good enough.
I heard that the percentage of the 1st in level is 87%.
Now you tell me how to beat that.
You can’t help but feel discouraged at the state of the world sometimes.
“Education is the great equalizer”
Doubt it. Nothing can be made equal, for the nature of the world is one of biasness and injustice.
If I seem bitter to you, I’m sorry, but it’s just how I feel.
Was supposed to post only after EOY, but I have a little time to spare now cause my homework is done.
I spent an hour to do it in school.
Anyway, ciao.
8:18 PM
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